My Online Journal

The reason we have to create this blog so that it will become our legacy to the future.
I did't really understand the true purpose of this blog either
So I just do it because it was a task for us
Later when I was browsing a YouTube
I found this video
I know its a crappy video
Sorry...
But it really is something
because this was made from our senior
And we did't get to see them because of the time gap
They probably graduated by now
And
This is their legacy.
Honestly, I do enjoy it a bit
In conclusion
I hope this blog will become
My Legacy
To the future Student
Especially to Telecommunication Student in University Malaya
I will share my mistake
my memories
my adventure
my experience
here so it can be beneficial to all of us
in the future

If you had a dream, and you can't get it, after you pray and work hard as you can.

"Let it go because we don't know what God plan to do"

GXEX1401 -INFORMATION SKILLS

31st of December 2012.

Hey readers, 2012 is closing in and so many thing has happened this in 2012. A lot of sweet and bitter memories had occur to me which somehow I managed to get through. The reason I wrote this to ensured that I didn't forget all of the memories that I should cherish. Let's start by the beginning of 2012. It starting out with the beginning of my second semester in my foundation studies in Matriculation Selangor. I do remember that the fiery spirit that burn through my will to score in my 2nd semester . Also I knew the result of my 1st semester. My pointer is 3.74. I really thankful that I got that. I saw some breakdown of my friends because of their result though , I tried to helped out but something that you just have to figured out yourself right? After I get my result I right away called my best friend I still don't know why I do that I still think I should called my family first though perhaps it just the phase where you this that your friends more understand you.  Anyway my second semester was pretty awesome. Somehow I manage to join self-defense class  , jogging almost every week , join a lot of activities and hang out with my friends and family. Most memorable memories that I got from matriculation is the time we handled seed of hope program, that was our mega project and I really get a lot of confidence talking in public in that program. As expected I finished my foundation with 3.6 for my second semester. I do really miss my friends over there I hope that I can meet them again. Until now I never met anyone of them after I finish foundation. Oh I think I should share my most embarrassing memory . One day I was racing cycling with my classmate and somehow I lost my balance and I fell into the ground in front of four unknown girls ( thank god) and a lot of boys who are playing soccer nearby . The moment I fell to the ground I hear those girls scream and the guys stop playing and staring at me and I was almost die in embarrassment I quickly get up and start cycling as fast as who know who I just don't want to see in public anymore That was most stupidest thing that I've done in matriculation.I still can't forgetting my friends faces after they saw me fell . first they was so shock and start bursting with laughing until now when they sees me. Still when I contacting my friends from matriculation they will refer this as bloody incident. Well you do know what they say about true friends when they see you fell they will laugh as hard as they can then they will help you. Thanks guys.Lets leave my embarrassing memory over there and let me tell you about my Love life in 2012. Well I still contact with my ex , well she still is my best friends just because we does not work out doesn't mean we should not be friends right. I do have a few crush in matriculation but I don't confess it because it just a crush, nothing big really they come and go. I really ok with it . I never go on dating or anything because our religious prohibit it. my favorite memory is the time after class when we hang out in cafe drink Teh Tarik ( milk tea shake I think?) or lets just called it a tea. I absolutely love it it like one of those time in ' How I Met Your Mother' which my favorite sitcom when they hang out in the bar and goofing around. lets skip to my orientation in UM, God I hate orientation we called it MHS week. So much torture and it closing up with my grandmother funeral she was 82 I think, and then my auntie passed away too. 2012 is really hard on me , but we just have to keep moving forward and cherish the memories that we shared together. My life in UM is really how should I say fluctuating? There are up and down . I had a lot of great memory here, I climbed ' Bukit Simen' at API , I join a lot of activities . I especially love UMCARES. Maybe my experience in seed of hope has rub on me thus making me more concern about nature. I don't know if there are people that reading this if you do, please do share your opinion about my post, is it great? is my grammar terrible, anything or suggestion of what kind of activities that I should do. I don't think that I really put my effort in my study lately because lack of passion, well I will try to catch it again. . I really wish to keep my identity in private but if you do figure it out lets just keep it a secrets. signing off in 2012 . keep calm and enjoy this world when we asked for a lemonade they give us lemon , lets squeeze it to their eye those lazy scumbag can't they do anything right .
                                                                                                               yours truly,

25th December 2012.

           Ni post saya dari blog yang lain saje nak share kt sini

Hey reader, right now I'm doing my first degree at University of Malaya. For those who are reading this from outside of Malaysia,then you probably don't know who I am, and please don't bother to figure out who am I either . I'm just average Joe out there trying express myself in a way that I felt comfortable with So thank you if you're reading this and I hope my english weren't terrible because that will be hard for you to understand . I've decided to write this blog again to express myself in a different way other than update my status every hour on Facebook or Twitter. I've believed that by writing this , it will be more memorable and meaningful in a kind of way.
           So I'm starting out with betrayal. Recently I've felt really guilty to myself because before this I want so badly to become a doctor but I'm not smart and rich enough to achieve it. So whether like it or not I've chooses bachelor in engineering telecommunication. So when I entered University Malaya' I've felt like is this what I should do or should I just keep moving  forward. I don't know. But somehow I made it to the end of the semester. I kind of like it here. For the first and second week I was a loner, seriously eating , study even move all by myself where everyone has a friend. Then, in a second week I've met two of my new best friends. they let me into their group and I was able to talk to them like really really talk. Later I've met two more person and became like a group. I felt really happy that I've place that I'm belong
           It turns out that most of us having a problem that I've been through , that we are still confused that is this the place that we belong ' as an engineer ' ? . Whatever it is we all in this track and I hope for the best that I can accept this changes. It's really hard you know to chase what you dreamt for a long time and all of your hardwork doesn't pay off and all of sudden you have to give up your dream because you don't have a choice. I see my friends who doesn't get what he want then he have to struggle with money issues to get into medical school. I really don't want to do that even though I had sometimes to think that as a choice. Look I really don't want to bored you with my whinning about my life therefore thank you very much if you are read this post. I hope I can get your opinion about my post. Again thank you.

My long term dream is to develop new green energy based on electromagnetic. So that is my phd research. Inshaallah.

Nasib baiklah join RSS kalau tak memang tak sentap-sentap lah diri ni. asyik join aktiviti pelajaran dtitinggalkan. oh sangat bahaya. dalm wheel of life memang nampak yang macam mana saya bahagikan masa saya. sudy memang la sikit. asyik nak fun all the time je jadi mulai hari rabu hari tu sebab semua aktiviti dah habis saya dah bertekad untuk study smalrt gila-gila sebab nak skor semester ni untuk jadi dean list.

memang diluar jangkaan yang saya akan masuk bertanding dalam feseni 13. pada awalnya saya hanya nak melibatkan diri dalam pengurusan program tetapi sebab bosan sangat kem feseni 13 hari tu, mmg terus decide masuk je apa-apa kategori feseni tu. disebabkan asyik jalan kat foyer A kolej 12 dan selalu nampak budak boria, so saya join la boria. waktu nak cakap join tu dalam hati dah nekad awal-awal apa-apa pun jadi jangan keluar, kena kasi komitmen habis-habis. time paling best dalam boria ialah time training, memang setiap kali training mmg selalu kena push to the limit, mungkin saya paling cepat penat kot. tapi memang best sangat lah, setiap hari saya rasa ada je benda baru belajar. dan paling best dapat kenal ramai kawan-kawan baru . dan diorang semua best-best belaka. memang dapat rasa team work lah walaupun diorang cakap last year lagi best team work dia. time waktu bertanding pulak ishk3 memang hari tu mendebarkan. first time naik pentas dtc mmg nervous gila la . takut malukan diri salah step atau kaku kat atas pentas... oh the horror. tapi alhamdullilah dapat jugak lepas. dapat no.2 tak kesah sgt sbb dah all out. tapi memang la benda ni kalau nak rasa kena hands on. tak boleh dapat daripada buku atau cerita orang. sebab pengalaman tu terlalu berharga untuk dapat dengan sebegitu mudah

Waktu cuti mid-sem lepas , kami berpeluang untuk pergi ke kedah untuk menjadi fasilitator di sekolah-sekolah. Sekolah yang kami dapat ialah SMK Syed ahmed Al-bukhary. Pengalaman jadi fasilitator memang sangat best, kita cuba untuk upgrade diri orang lain dalam masa yang sama kita upgrade diri kita sendiri. bagi pendapat saya yang penting saya rasa ialah cara pembawakan diri kita di tempat orang, bagaimana first impression orang terhadap diri kita , penampilan diri kita, cara kita bercakap itu sendiri membawa satu impak yang besar dengan cara orang melayan ataupun berinteraksi dengan diri kita. Apa yang saya nampak atau dapat daripada pelajar-pelajar yang menyertai program kembara gemilang ialah tak kesah bagaimana orang menganggap diri kita bagaimana tetapi bagaimana kita membawa diri kita sendiri apabila didalam keadaan yang kurang selesa.

hohoho tadi baru dapat makan nando's. mmg xperience baru dan best. kami pilih full bird utk 3 orang 1/4 ayam tu perapan lain2 dari herb ke mild ke hot dan very2 hot. tak tau la sbb dah terbiasa makan pedas kot, x rse ape sgt ayam yg xtreme hot tu, xde gambar tadi sebab semua sedang khusyuk makan ayam macam serigala kelaparan , mmg fun dpt relaks sekejap sebab bila duduk kolej stress tgk kerja bertimbun...
nak tak nak buat je la, tapi kena ikhlas baru berkat. my resolution bila buat kerja buat ikut mood dan jgn rasa terpaksa. nanti x best

                     Last Wednesday, I went to a workshop called why i should be a writer, there are two speakers and a moderator. Those guys have a very interesting bold personality.
                                                  " Never be afraid "
                
                     Very inspiring those word you know , never be afraid. Just do anything that you have passion into.
                      I hope I had an idea for something to write. Still blank...

Minggu ni dekat DTC ada buat pameran buku, saya beli dua buah buku baru iaitu mencari pengaruh dan juga tafsir/terjemahan al-quran. Baru sahaja baca sedikit, tetapi aura buku motivasi ni lain sikit, dia macam membuatkan kita seolah-olah " eh, esok aku nak buat macam ni lah," saya banyak buku kat bilik ni, banyak tak habis baca lagi, baca sikit sikit je, tu pun time free, tak da masa tetap lagi, harap-harap buku-buku ni menjadi pelaburan yang baik untuk saya. Amin.