My Online Journal

25th December 2012.

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Hey reader, right now I'm doing my first degree at University of Malaya. For those who are reading this from outside of Malaysia,then you probably don't know who I am, and please don't bother to figure out who am I either . I'm just average Joe out there trying express myself in a way that I felt comfortable with So thank you if you're reading this and I hope my english weren't terrible because that will be hard for you to understand . I've decided to write this blog again to express myself in a different way other than update my status every hour on Facebook or Twitter. I've believed that by writing this , it will be more memorable and meaningful in a kind of way.
           So I'm starting out with betrayal. Recently I've felt really guilty to myself because before this I want so badly to become a doctor but I'm not smart and rich enough to achieve it. So whether like it or not I've chooses bachelor in engineering telecommunication. So when I entered University Malaya' I've felt like is this what I should do or should I just keep moving  forward. I don't know. But somehow I made it to the end of the semester. I kind of like it here. For the first and second week I was a loner, seriously eating , study even move all by myself where everyone has a friend. Then, in a second week I've met two of my new best friends. they let me into their group and I was able to talk to them like really really talk. Later I've met two more person and became like a group. I felt really happy that I've place that I'm belong
           It turns out that most of us having a problem that I've been through , that we are still confused that is this the place that we belong ' as an engineer ' ? . Whatever it is we all in this track and I hope for the best that I can accept this changes. It's really hard you know to chase what you dreamt for a long time and all of your hardwork doesn't pay off and all of sudden you have to give up your dream because you don't have a choice. I see my friends who doesn't get what he want then he have to struggle with money issues to get into medical school. I really don't want to do that even though I had sometimes to think that as a choice. Look I really don't want to bored you with my whinning about my life therefore thank you very much if you are read this post. I hope I can get your opinion about my post. Again thank you.